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Lost

There’s a girl
She sits alone
Without a friend
Without a home

There’s a boy
He sits up high
Without a care
In the big blue sky

There’s a girl
Stumbles through
Her real life
Her dreams too

There’s a boy
Sees this girl
Invites her in
His big sky world

There’s a girl
Full of woe
Lifted up
From down below

There’s a boy
Sharing smiles
With this girl
For a while

There’s a girl
Falling in love
With this boy
From up above

There’s a boy
Pushing away
From all the things
This girl might say

There’s a girl
Quite confused
Leaves this boy
Her heart bruised

There’s a boy
Scared to try
Not wanting to fall
From the big blue sky

There’s a girl
Alone again
Can’t think why
She lost her friend

There’s a boy
Safe in place
Above the world
And it’s dreary pace

There’s a girl
Now scared to dream
Her aching heart
Tearing at the seams

There’s a boy
Ignorant of love
Just keeping his seat
In the skies above

If you find a boy
If you find a girl
Don’t let them go
Create your own world.

♥

Help Me Through

I don’t want to do anything but hold you,

And hear you tell me that everything’s alright,

But I can’t find the words just to tell you

That I need help getting through tonight.

♥

Sorry Is All I Can Say

I’m sorry I’m always in your way,

And that I’m always out of place,

I’m sorry that I’m so damn useless,

That I’m such a waste of space,

I’m sorry that I’m still in your life,

From treading steps I can’t retrace,

But mainly I’m sorry for just being me,

And not saying this to your face.

♥

Not An Angel

As I awake to the stillness of dawn
Upon thy ravished body sunlight reigns;
Thy beautiful face is gentle yet drawn,
Thine eyelids are flutt’ring, ‘tis sleep you feign.

Deep as midnight pools, thine eyes dost bewitch,
Yet as a moth to flame, shall I just burn?
Or over thy hip wilt thou mine leg hitch?
With iv’ry rainfall wilt thou douse my yearn?

May my hand graspeth the base of thy sheath,
Then on bended knee, make moan and ruckle.
My Lord, I beg of thee, let me bequeath
To thee kisses sweet as honeysuckle.

Sweet as any song writ to Apollo,
On my knees, before my Lord, I swallow.

♥

I Wish I Was A Pumpkin

I wish I was a pumpkin, rolling slowly down a hill,
I wish I was a pumpkin, never sitting still.

I wish I was a pumpkin, perching on a branch,
I wish I was a pumpkin, safe from the avalanche.

I wish I was a pumpkin, swaying gently in the breeze,
I wish I was a pumpkin, able to fly free.

I wish I was a pumpkin, rolling into goats.
I wish I was a pumpkin, whirring like a boat.

I wish I was a pumpkin, with a friendly buttercup,
I wish I was a pumpkin, able to shut up.

♥ 

Beauty and the Beast

Girl as thick as hell,
Dumb as she can be.
Doesn’t have a chance,
Reads into a glance
Much too fervently.

She can’t understand,
Even in the least.
She’s just way too scared,
Wholly unprepared,
Beauty and the Beast.

Ever just the same,
Never a surprise.
She is just a mess,
Never will confess
All she really hides.

She’s the ugly one
In this unmatched pair.
Bittersweet romance
Doesn’t stand a chance
If he doesn’t care.

Certain as the sun
Rising in the East,
He’s out of her league,
Wouldn’t be intrigued.
Beauty and the Beast.

She cries silently,
Dreaming they could be,
Beauty and the Beast.

♥

If This Is Love

Golden lights and silver strands,

The intertwining of our hands.

Monochrome trees and rainbow fishes,

The childishness of secret kisses.

Purple leaves leave beautiful dents,

Whispers turn to arguments.

Trembling wind and whimpering rain,

Wondering if we’ll be the same.

Neon thunder hesitates a while,

As we try to reconcile.

Dull tears and lopsided expressions,

This is the love of my repression.

Perpendicular paths that we must take,

Our intertwined hands begin to shake.

Two glorious horizons that cannot end,

In letting go, you begin again.

Emotional bruises flourish as we finally part,

Effectively breaking my blood red heart.

♥

Grace

I’m sitting with a photo of you in my hands;

Cracks litter the murky glass.

Minutes or hours pass,

I’m still clutching the worn, gold frame;

Hugging it to my chest,

Forgetting the rest.

Every breath rattles through my lungs

And the tears in my eyes

I thoroughly despise.

I force them back, they will not fall.

You’ve taken all I had,

Driven me mad.

Now the smallest thing overwhelms me;

The darkness encroaching,

Insanity approaching.

Our house no longer feels like home;

There is no welcome,

Peace is seldom.

Please don’t stay in my memory forever.

I don’t want to remember

That fateful September.

Yes, I loved you, but you’re gone,

I need this closure.

Tell me it’s over.

Yet my pleas cannot be heard by you:

I guess this is fate,

I’m always late.

My empty chuckles fill up the room;

Silence surrounds me,

Echoes confound me.

I never told you how much I cared,

I hope that you knew

My love only grew.

Each day I’d awake with a smile on my face

Because you were mine,

Life looked so fine.

I’d ruffle your hair and you’d laugh at me,

And there was never a never.

You promised “forever”.

Well where is my happy ending now?

I believed that we’d stay

Forever that way.

What am I supposed to do with myself?

I’m sick of slowly dying,

I’ve given up trying.

There is nothing in me that doesn’t ache.

The emptiness confuses me,

Your absence abuses me.

I trace the outline of you in the photo,

Wishing you could be here,

That life wasn’t so severe.

I run my fingers across your face;

Such a beautiful creature.

Your angelic features;

Your ebony eyes, your mahogany hair,

Your pretty, perfect pout,

I couldn’t live without.

You never believed in love at first sight,

But with how you made me feel

I could tell it was real.

Did you never notice how speechless I was?

It was like a romantic cliché,

Took my breath away.

When you looked at me I blushed without fail.

You gave me butterflies,

So hard to disguise.

I would stutter and stumble on all my words;

Even throughout my sarcastic remarks

There were awkward sparks.

When I eventually told you how I really felt,

So scared of being let down,

You smiled at my frown,

Held me close and laughed a little.

I wanted everything to stay

Forever that way.

But life is so cruel and time moves so fast.

Left with nothing but memories,

My mind ill at ease.

And I can’t dwell on the tranquil times;

They’re tarnished, faded,

Memory’s jaded.

When I recall the warmth of your hand in mine

My knees start to shake,

My bottom lip quakes.

Tears are swelling, only a matter of time

‘Till they course down my cheeks,

For the next few weeks.

But I’ll dry my eyes, set my mind straight,

Pretend that I’m strong again,

For one day, and then

I’ll be back to sobbing over this picture.

Like when we were first parted

And all of this started.

Who could see this coming? Tell me.

Because I never knew

I’d lose you.

My heart doesn’t even beat anymore,

Just makes a dull throb

With every sob.

I’m searching every cloud for a hint of silver lining.

Tell me there’s a cure for this sorrow,

That there’s no tomorrow,

Tell me that I don’t have to live like this,

That it’s all just a dream,

Not as it seems,

That breathing gets easier after a while,

That time will heal this wound,

As if I’m cocooned,

And I can become something beautiful.

In just a little while longer,

I’ll emerge stronger

As the sun breaks through the storm clouds above.

And I won’t have to stay

Forever this way.

♥

Beginning With The End

And the dreams of your childhood scatter like woodlice in the light,

The dreams that you believed in now only last for the night.

And the kingdom that you had built up just comes crashing down,

The dreams that you believed in are nowhere to be found.

And as time passes, you wonder where you went.

The little girl inside seems to have been sent

Into a world where she’s scared and alone;

No one for comfort or to lead her home.

She’s lost and confused

With everything to lose.

But by then it’s too late,

From your dreams you awake

And find that you’ve

Got nothing to prove

That you had hopes, dreams, ambition.

There’s no trace, everything’s missing;

Your dreams, your soul, even your heart.

And you can’t even return to the start.

♥